I know I should be sleeping,
but I just need to get it off of my chest. Bakit ba ako ditu? Sa totoo gusto ko na mamatay. Di ko na kaya. Na lilito ako. Dameng problema. Problema ditu problema dun. Kakainis. I just hate my life. At nights when I can’t sleep I think about my life. How bad it is. I know I should be optimistic, but there’s nothing to be optimistic about. I just want to end my life already. Sometimes I just want to kill myself. I’ll be pain free. Worry free. I wish I had parents who actually love me and respect me, but no. I have a mom and a step dad who treat me like shit. I don’t know why. Honest to God, I’m a good son. I do everything, but I get nothing back in return but shit.
